I wonder if I said I love you enough times today. I wonder if I gave him the right amount of food. I wonder if I held him enough or even said the right words. I lay next to him, as he is fast asleep and he has his hand on my arm, thinking if I move to fast will he wake upset again or will he be okay. Am I bringing comfort to him now as he softly makes sounds? What can I do to help him how can I make it alright? What can I whisper in his ear that he knows I haven't taken flight? I ponder so many questions, so many nights but today I know I said I love you at just the right time because my baby said it back.
I'm Lynn Browder. Owen's Mommy. The best moments in time are when I get to see the smile on his face and that giggle come from his heart.