Focusing on the good stuff, that seems to be the plan of action the last few days. It however doesn’t mean I still don’t cry most of my days. How in the world can two different doctor offices have problems with appointments for me. One cancelled an appointment, twice, and didn’t tell me and the other told me one appointment time on the phone, sent a confirmation with the time I couldn’t go, and then when I called to confirm the correct time had it scheduled at a completely different day. It all makes my head spin. And that was only 15 minutes of my day. I’m supposed to remind myself to focus on the positive side of life. My boy can read. And he’s reading more than I thought he was. He also threw poop out of the tub. Hey wait, I’m supposed to be focusing on the positive, the amazing reading skills. I can’t believe how much he is now sounding out words. He asked me to find videos that he was sounding out. The words aren’t completely there but I can make out enough of them that I know what he wants me to find. I see the way he is processing it all. I’m very thankful for his growth. I pray every day for my strength. It took him over two hours to fall asleep, kicking himself all over the bed. I wish I could find peace for him at night. One day I will figure it out. I remind myself one day at a time. Through these moments I’m growing and I’m thankful Owen is too. Find your strength, know that you are amazing, and tomorrow is a brand new day. Smiles to all and donut daze!
I'm Lynn Browder. Owen's Mommy. The best moments in time are when I get to see the smile on his face and that giggle come from his heart.