He was so calm and laughing with me. What a difference a day makes. He was ready to see his teacher and told me a few things he would be doing with her. I hoped it would go as smoothly today as it did yesterday for him.
He was so happy this morning and tried to make me laugh even when we got dressed and went out to wait for the bus. I am glad I canceled his appointments to hopefully help him have a calmer week. He went through his schedule with me and he was happy to include the bus rides home so I knew I made the right decision about his appointments.
I was glad I canceled his appointments but that didn’t mean there weren’t going to be other hitches in our week. When he got home from school he was concerned about going on his field trip tomorrow. They are supposed to go bowling but even though he would love it he was stressing out over it. It breaks my heart that something fun would cause him to have so much stress but he thrives on his routine. I told him he didn’t have to go but I will let him decide with his teacher.
It is a lot for him to take in and once he starts down one rabbit trail he goes down many. He then started worrying that he was going back to his previous school. I kept reminding him that he was a big boy now and only going forward. He was definitely concerned about his field trip which made him worry about going to his old school. All I can do is reassure him he is still moving forward.
Tomorrow is my appointment with the chemo doctor after my radiation treatment. He will tell me the results from the echo I had and possibly when I start the infusions. I don’t know if he will tell me since I haven’t finished radiation but my assumption is my infusions will start a couple weeks after I complete my radiation.
Owen fell asleep quickly tonight but got up after being asleep for an hour. I’m hoping that he doesn’t get too much on his mind and wakes up numerous times. I hold onto his laughter today and him trying to make me laugh. That’s the good stuff. Find what makes your soul happy and let your heart shine. Smiles to all and donut daze!
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